You guys, I’m heartbroken.

Something went wrong in the smoker.  The sausages smelled acrid, and I tasted one.  It’s awful.  They’re fucking ruined.

I’m so pissed off, because I smoked all of them.  The fresh sausages tasted great, and I should have only smoked half.  Instead, I ruined the whole batch.

And the thing that absolutely breaks my heart is that I wasted the meat of animals I shot.  I don’t kill for fun.  I kill for meat, and I honor the animal by treating the meat with respect, and I fucked it up.

Fuck.