I don’t know, maybe I’m just scared of having me.
When we had kids, we planned on one.  I don’t have any ego wrapped up in teaching my son things, I just want to teach my kid what I know, no matter what gender they are.  There’s enough anxiety involved in having a second kid, and I’m scared that having a boy would somehow take away from the things I’ve already imagined teaching Audrey.  Not intentionally, but just by default.
It’s selfish, but I love the shit out of that kid, and I kind of don’t want her to have to compete for my attention.

I don’t know, maybe I’m just scared of having me.

When we had kids, we planned on one.  I don’t have any ego wrapped up in teaching my son things, I just want to teach my kid what I know, no matter what gender they are.  There’s enough anxiety involved in having a second kid, and I’m scared that having a boy would somehow take away from the things I’ve already imagined teaching Audrey.  Not intentionally, but just by default.

It’s selfish, but I love the shit out of that kid, and I kind of don’t want her to have to compete for my attention.